I ABANDONED MY SUICIDE LONG HAIL MARY TRADE AND TOOK OUT SHORT..

I LET MY EMOTIONS GET THE BEST OF ME WITH THIS BIPOLAR ROLLER COASTER RIDE WITH THE LONGS BEING IN CHARGE I GOT IMPATIENT WAITING FOR THE CME GAP TO CLOSE @ 11120.00 SO I FOLDED TO BULL PRESSURE AND SAID "IF CANT BEAT THEM I WILL JOIN THEM" SO THAT WHEN I LOST MY KOOK AND PUT IN A SUICIDE LONG TRADE WITH 25x ALMOST KNOWING THAT I WOULD BE STOMPED OUT BUT MAYBE THAT WHAT I WANTED ,TO JUST RUSH INTO THE BULLS BULLETS AND END THE FUD AND GIVE UP BUT THEN I HAD A CHANGE OF HEART AND DECIDED TO GET OUT OF MY OWN WAY AND LISTEN TO MY TRADING COACH AND HIS CALL FOR THAT SHORT I WAS WAITING ON BUT GAVE UP AND GAVE IN, WELL I WAITED FOR CONFIRMATION OF A CLOSE BELOW MY HORIZONTAL TREND LINE AND THE 200 MA AND OPENED MY SHORT @ 11390.00 WITH A 20x AS SUGGESTED BY MY TRADING COACH AND PUT MY SL-11560.00 AND TP- 9600.00 HOPING FOR THAT #2 GAP FILL , NOW AGAIN WAITING FOR THE BEARS TO TAKE THE TREND OVER AND SHORT THIS DOWN TO MINIMUM THE #1 CME GAP@ 11120.00 AND POSSIBLY DOWN TO THE #2 GAP AT 9600.00 , SO HEAR GOES NOTHING....GOOOOO BEARS ! ONLY SHORT TERM THOUGH BECAUSE IM A LONG TERM BULL AND WANT TO SEE ATH FOR BITCOIN IN THE VERY SHORT FUTURE.